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A DISAPPOINTMENT.
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ON village green whose smooth and well-worn sod,
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Cross pathed, with many a gossip's foot is trod; |
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By cottage door where playful children run, |
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And cats and curs sit basking in the sun; |
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Where o'er an earthen seat the thorn is bent, |
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Cross-armed and back to wall poor William leant. |
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His bonnet all awry, his gathered brow, |
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His hanging lip and lengthened visage shew |
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A mind but ill at ease. With motions strange |
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His listless limbs their wayward postures change; |
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While many a crooked line and curious maze |
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With clouted shoon he on the sand pourtrays. |
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At length the half-chew'd straw fell from his mouth, |
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And to himself low spoke the moody youth. |
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"How simple is the lad, and reft of skill, |
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Who thinks with love to fix a woman's will! |
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Who every Sunday morn to please her sight, |
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Knots up his neck-cloth gay and hosen white; |
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Who for her pleasure keeps his pockets bare, |
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And half his wages spends on pedlar's ware; |
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When every niggard clown or dotard old, |
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Who hides in secret nooks his oft-told gold, |
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Whose field or orchard tempts, with all her pride, |
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At little cost may win her for his bride! |
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While all the meed her silly lover gains, |
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Is but the neighbours' jeering for his pains. |
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On Sunday last, when Susan's banns were read, |
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And I astonished sat with hanging head, |
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Cold grew my shrinking frame, and loose my knee, |
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While every neighbour's eye was fixed on me. |
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Ah Sue! when last we worked at Hodge's hay, |
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And still at me you mocked in wanton play— |
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When last at fair, well pleased by chapman's stand, |
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You took the new-bought fairing from my hand— |
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When at old Hobb's you sung that song so gay, |
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'Sweet William,' still the burthen of the lay, — |
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I little thought, alas! the lots were cast, |
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That thou shouldst be another's bride at last: |
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And had, when last we tripped it on the green, |
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And laughed at stiff-back'd Rob, small thoughts I ween, |
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Ere yet another scanty month was flown |
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To see thee wedded to the hateful clown; |
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Ay, lucky churl! more gold thy pockets line; |
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But did these shapely limbs resemble thine, |
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I'd stay at home and tend the household geer, |
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Nor on the green with other lads appear. |
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Ay, lucky churl! no store thy cottage lacks, |
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And round thy barn thick stand the sheltered stacks, |
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But did such features coarse my visage grace, |
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I'd never budge the bonnet from my face. |
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Yet let it be; it shall not break my ease! |
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He best deserves who doth the maiden please. |
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Such silly cause no more shall give me pain, |
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Nor ever maiden cross my rest again. |
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Such grizzled suitors with their taste agree, |
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And the black fiend may have them all for me! |
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Now through the village rise confused sounds, |
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Hoarse lads, and children shrill, and yelping hounds. |
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Straight every housewife at her door is seen, |
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And pausing hedgers on their mattocks lean. |
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At every narrow lane and alley's mouth, |
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Loud-laughing lasses stand and joking youth. |
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A bridal band tricked out in colours gay, |
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With minstrels blythe before to cheer the way, |
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From clouds of curling dust that onward fly, |
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In rural splendour breaks upon the eye. |
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As in their way they hold so gayly on, |
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Caps, beads, and buttons, glancing to the sun, |
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Each village wag with eye of roguish cast, |
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Some maiden jogs and vents the ready jest; |
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While village toast the passing belles deride, |
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And sober matrons marvel at their pride. |
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But William, head erect with settled brow, |
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In sullen silence viewed the passing show; |
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And oft he scratched his pate with careless grace, |
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And scorned to pull the bonnet o'er his face; |
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But did with steady look unaltered wait, |
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Till hindmost man had passed the Churchyard gate, |
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Then turned him to his cot with visage flat, |
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Where honest Lightfoot on the threshold sat. |
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Up leaped the kindly beast his hand to lick, |
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And for his pains received an angry kick. |
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Loud shuts the door with harsh and thundering din; |
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The echoes round their circling course begin. |
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From cot to cot, church tower, and rocky dell, |
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It grows amain with wide progressive swell, |
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And Lightfoot joins the coil with loud and piteous yell. |
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